*sighs*

When something is within your grasp, interest is lost quickly because there was no effort in attaining whatever you wanted to have.

When we go through 'mountain of knife' and 'ocean of fire' (direct translation) and suffer many setbacks and heartaches...
Finally, things managed to work and life became more meaningful.

But given time, who is to know that we won't get tired/lose interest?







I just need some time to think through matters. But, whatever happens, I pray I won't lose hope. The few days spent in silence, I thought I did feel something. But after that, I felt colder and more miserable. However, I will take the next few days to think. And hope for the best =)