Enough with the cliches. Just plain 'ol Winston =).

Friday, June 27, 2008

4 minutes?

4 minutes. One of the songs in Madonna's 11th album, Hard Candy (right? lol, pls correct me if I'm wrong =D). Was listening to this song and getting hook to its rhythm and beat. In the chorus "We've only got 4 minutes to save the world" , is that possible? I can't even help myself, can I help the world (or other people) ?

The same 24 hours but why do I procrastinate and ignore the important call of 'work' & 'project' and type this post instead? Because I felt empty. For the longest time, I've been burying myself with non-stop watching of shows (anime, korean epic, HK drama etc.), researching for my project, updating my wardrobe, spending quality time with my family (esp. my parents =D), catching up with my friend (which I admit I haven't been doing since the lack of $$$), baking and cooking, wanting to start on my newspaper cuttings, cleaning my room etc.
It does seem like a lot huh? =p

Well, despite all of that (I actually took time to think of what things I've done), I still felt empty; like something is missing. Not surprisingly, to fill the void, I turned to - Food!

Despite indulging, I still feel that space. Why? Its a question left unanswered.

I think I need to seek spiritual therapy. And I am NOT talking about Christianity (apologies to the offended Christians out there, but I just can't stand some BLACK SHEEPS in your community)






It seems that the longer I am left with a wandering mind, the more I think, and the more I think, the scarier my thoughts become. From the strangest deja vu I've had to the nonsense dreams that occur out of the figment of my imagination. The thoughts are getting over-whelming and a little ...*fell asleep*
Apologies, I just woke up again. I guess I am really exhausted to think for now. But when I do, I am sure the troubles will show their ugly rear and ruin my day. Nights for now =(

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