Roses.

photo: courtesy of 'ter =D

Today: 29th February 2008
29th February. A date that occurs every 4 years. Reason being that the actual revolution around the sun is 365 and 1/4 days. But as we know it, each year consist of 365 days. So what happens to the remaining 1/4 days? It adds up to a day and placed in the month of February - 29th February.

29. This seemingly fascinating number bears its own uniqueness to me. Symbolically speaking, it suddenly meant more than it used to.

Today was the celebration of Allester's 19th birthday. Given unseen circumstances, we couldn't celebrate it on his actual day. But, all is forgiven =D. After dinner, the peeps (dannyboy, nicole, lisian, 'ter, robin, yixing) decided to go clubbing. I couldn't go. Maybe it was didn't wanna go since I have work in the morning. Sorry guys for being a party-pooper, hope you guys have fun anyway =D.

I walked to the bus stop, with several thoughts running in my mind. Less than a minute and bus 14 appeared. I guess it was a sign that I was just not meant for clubbing =D. Boarded the bus to my seat. Plugged in my music and my mind was left to wander

It was not long before I realised this journey meant more than it seem to. Emotions and memories began to wander back. The experience was exceptional. Through my 18 years, I had never felt something like that. It was seemingly pure, gentle, warm and comforting; Love

Back then, I guess I just accepted what was coming without pausing to savour the moments. But right now, it is just too late. The one thing that I was bestowed was the memories. For now, in them I shall reside.

I stared out of the window, taking in the what was happening outside. It suddenly felt weird to be alone. Thoughts of 2 people, hand-locked and almost inseparable appeared in my mind.
The air-conditioning positioned directly above me, releasing cold air. I felt my hair on my arms 'stand'.
Throughout the journey, I practically had about an hour worth of thoughts...soon, my bus stop came nearer in sight. But, I decided to alight before that. After alighting and much walking, it soon became clear that it was just not meant to be. No matter how much reminiscing or thoughts, nothing will change. It is or rather it was what it was and now it is what it is. Period.
P.S. I did/do and always will love you

P.S. I Love You

This morning (1 or 2am), it was raining heavily. I didn't really notice till I was about to hit the pillows. Trying my luck at mahjong - the online one that is; wahjong. It got so many people talking about it. I remembered about a month or two ago, I saw chemical engine. students crowding round a computer playing what looks like msn mahjong. Laughing and chatting among themselves. Good way to de-stress. Only if you win all the time. If not...

Anyway, I figured since I was kinda out of touch with the entertainment world, I decided to catch a movie today. I am not sure if you know this, but the last movie I caught was Transformers. LOL. And since I am not a horror/scary movie buff, I decided to go for something that is so Winston - P.S. I Love You

http://www.firstshowing.net/img/ps-iloveyou-poster.jpg

I am full of emotions. Anger, sadness, bitterness, loneliness, happiness and the list goes on. But most of the time, only one emotion is in control. Lately, it seems that I have no control over my lacrimal glands. Biochemisty =D. Also means my tears. The movie was not predictable (which is good since I watch too many korean dramas but bad since I am a little impatient however that doesn't apply since Daph told me about what happened =D). I guess I just need my dose of funny-yet-sad-and-romantic-but-guy-dies-in-the-end (more of died at the beginning of the show) movie. Overall, it is something you would watch if you are in love, fell out of love, plainly need something to feel (love) or just plainly because you are a romantic movie buff =D. nuff said.

Today marks the day of 'freedom' - my last paper was yesterday and today is the start of my holidays. Tml would be the start of my work. Woots to work as it means the moolas is rolling in but thumbs down for the possibility of meeting nasty Singaporean customers. The eye is on the money baby! =DDD

During my study week, I was stuck on this song - Littlest things by Lily Allen. KOPED from dannyboy's blog =D. The lyrics meant alot to me. Below is just the chorus. Enjoy!!!



Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Yi Tian's Bday Outing =DDD

The exams are OVER! Harlow to eating and slacking and real shopping! Though, I would be living in fear over the next week for my results. BACK online. Officially. Time for pictures. Long overdue ones. The ones that were taken during the Yitian's-19th-Birthday-outing =D

P.S. Any TAK-glamness, please forgive me (first 4 pictures). HAHA =DDD











Honestly, I don't remember the place that we had our dinner at. Just that it was a pretty ATAS place and I saw quite a few ANG MO or working class people; I felt that we were misfits. Oh well, I am sure I lend my FABULOUS-NESS to the restaurant. I mean HARLOW, this is Winston we are talking about. =X I can visualize a lot of vomit on your screens as you continue reading my nonsensical rubbish.

Well, nothing much to say, just that you, CHEN YITIAN are officially 19. And you have another 355 days to enjoy before...the big 20 =D!!!

P.S. I enjoy being young =D

Smoking kills

I know what you are thinking. Why is Winston still using the damn com when he is not supposed to? LOL. I believe that when your mind wanders away from studying, take a break. There is absolutely no point in forcing yourself. However, if I do not force myself to continue studying, I might just fail =X

Anyway, I was just surfing the net and stuff when 'ter told me of this video


Do you remember this? The one that got most Singaporeans talking that it was so scary? Well, it is really scary and I did not believe that this wasn't real. How dumb can I be? HAHA.

I don't condone smoking but I don't like it either. I have friends who smoke but as long as the wind doesn't blow in my face, I am quite nonchalant about it.

Now, for something funny =D. The next video was introduced by bo.

"Look at my cane and look where I stick it" "It was in my pants, who wants to lick it"
OOPS! M18 stuff. If you are offended, my apologizes. It was just for entertainment.

Study Week!!!

If you are reading this, you would have known by now I don't stick to my regimes and aims. Which is why I am typing this. I mean, might as well right, since I am using the net. LOL. So on Monday, I had PBPN revision. Made salad for lunch before heading to school. Mdm Kalpana, you ROCK! =p She made such an impact on me (on Biochem that is) that I decide to give my best for the test next week Monday =DDD



Anyway, today is Wednesday. The 'start' of my revision, or so I was suppose to. =X. Well, I did study from 10.30am - 12.30pm. Time for lunch! =DDD Today, I'm gonna share with you guys my ALL TIME FAVOURITE recipe: Maggi with D.O.M (part of the creator's name: Dom Bernardo Vincelli) Benedictine.
Steps are as follows:
Things you will need: You will need one packet of Maggi (preferably chicken flavour - D.O.M goes extremely well with chicken), some hot (preferably boiling) water and 1 tbsp of D.O.M (duh!)


Step 1: Place noodle in a shallow dish.

Step 2: Pour the hot or boiling water till it covers the noodle (or the amount of water you usually do, depending on how much soup you want)


Step 3: Let noodle stand in the water for a while till softened (also depends on how you like to eat you noodle - semi-cooked or nicely-done).
Step 4: Add 1tbsp of D.O.M. Mix well.
Step 5: Add the packet of seasoning and mix thoroughly.

Step 6: Add dried parsley (optional) and enjoy! =D

Knowing that Maggi isn't gonna keep me full, I decided to make SALAD...again. LOL. So much for being healthy.


Honestly, I am not that healthy. Especially during study week. I just eat and eat and eat. I made hot chocolate, Nigella style. But too lazy to blog about it. Taste was okay but there is a reason why good chocolate cost more than the ones you buy from NTUC. Oh well, I will really finish up on what I have to do. =D good luck for the exams peeps (esp. those from TP) =D