Unwanted nostalgia

It's official. Unwanted nostalgia is stirring constantly. Nothing I do will rid myself of it. I guess, suppression has its limits.


'Small', unwanted, ostracized etc. These are just some of the words that kept appearing in my mind. There are better things to be worried about and this is just not it.

"No! You are not suffering from any psychological problem. You are just mentally exhausted." That's what I told myself. At 1am today, I actually took time from doing my actual work to come clean about this.

Perhaps I was lying to myself all this time. Perhaps...