Thinking post again! I have no idea why but recently, I have been thinking a lot. Okay, so I do think too much some times, but this week has been filled with loads of thoughts. So much so, I am have a massive headache right now. So, if anyone is reading this, pay no heed to my nonsensical words =)
Although my life seems to be jammed packed (which is why I decided to get myself a schedule planner; I made one myself =p) with work and Major Project but still, life fills mundane. Perhaps I have gotten used to this level of stress for the past 3 years. Oh God! Don't even get my started with my poly life. Missing out opportunities, not putting enough effort, doing the nerd way in poly and the list goes on. I did enjoy my poly life but not in the way I think most people do. Everything that people said about poly life (care-free, STRESS-free = my arse) is really BS. I mean especially for Science courses. It is practically like having to attend JC just that we have more 'hands-on' which are also controlled and half the time, I don't really understand what is happening (not the cooking ones but then again, some where kinda weird). Perhaps, I am really bad at everything I do. The only thing I am good at, thinking. LOL =p
It scares me when I have deja vu. Why? Because I have STM and I can't seem to fit the piece in the puzzle even though I have a glimsp of it. Which brings me to religion. How far would one go for religion? Because if I hear another 'come to my Church', I might just BLOW at that person. Youngsters these days (LOL, I am a youngster myself) go on and on about cell group and Church. Yes, I don't deny in the Almight up there BUT would they stop with the cell group thing? I mean, mixing with just one group of people is just plain UNHEALTHY! Talking about God and Christianity ALL day long? Preparing for the 'after life'? Why don't we just do it the Egyptian way - Mummies. LOL. But seriously, I don't consider myself Christian but I do practise SOME (must captial it, in case people think I am some goody-two shoes) of what was stated in the bible. I beg youngsters with the mindset of socialising in cell group to re-organise their thoughts and reasons for joining the Church. Getting a religion is about believing and if you are not there for that then don't even bother. ON THE OTHER HAND, I cannot understand the fanatics. I mean, is preparing for the 'after life' so great that the Almight asks of you to sacrifise the material wealth and enjoyment in the present world? Is it worth it? Yes, please continue so. At least you have a purpose in life (kow tow) but do not try to 'convert' others ESPECIALLY at their death bed (OMG, this leads me to another topic) and if you NO, please re-consider your options too.
To the part where to convert someone on their death bed. I don't think it works that way. To believe in God just to go Heaven in that short period of time, isn't that kind of cheating? Anyway, can't be bothered to continue because it is nearly 3am in the morning, I have work tml and edition of my MP. Good night everybody and hope that the Monday blues don't get to ya =)
P.S. I did lose weight =) but I should concentrate on losing fat. AJA AJA HWAITING!
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