CUTE! =)))

You have to watch this. The little boy so adorable =DDD

Time

Each and everyone of us have 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. But why are we (or rather maybe just me) complaining of not having enough time? I guess everything boils down to 2 words - Time Management.

I started my part-time job a few weeks ago. Still finding it tough to balance everything. Especially given my inability to concentrate (as experienced by Sherrilyn today). For that my sincerest apologies.

It seems that I have a really short attention span. My minds seems to wander and wonder about too much. In fact all the time. I would make links and connection of a certain topic with a topic that is so different from the former.

In addition to my 'curiosity', I am a procrastinater. I just love to drag and drag and drag. I was suppose to do my work early this morning at 1am, but instead, I chose to finish watching My Girl. Who is to blame, no one else but myself.

Now that I don't have to work temporarily, I hope to make full use of my time in studying to do better for my exams. Which also equates to NO blogging, NO msn, NO checking of mail and other rubbish and finally NO laptop. When will this begin...stay tune to find out =X

Memoirs

Memoirs. They are vast collections of beautiful or sad flashbacks that has occurred in our life. They are usually triggered by objects, things or even the people who are in your memories. But what happens when these memories are triggered ever so often? What would you do then?

It is good to take a trip down memory lane every now and then. But when can I learn to stop living in the past, and start living for the future? Perhaps, dreams were created to comfort us. To let us live in the illusion of happiness.

The story that has been told, seemed so true and real. But upon closer scrutiny, it was just a hoax. A lie that I prefer to believe than facing reality.

Although the truth seem to hurt, in the end, we get hurt by our own deception.

But for now, I guess we prefer to not face reality and live minute by minute, day by day.

It is only natural to reject anything that hurts us. But as the days pass and we get wiser, we welcome pain with open arms. It seems that tears and memories are always linked. *sighs*
May everyone one day learn to grasp pain and than let it go quickly.

is it really that hard?

Let's play pretend =D A game I am sure we all used to enjoy when we were kids. Apparently, some of us still play this game. Not for amusement or entertainment, but it is simply hard...

It is hard to continue. It is really hard to do the things I do. But, being thick-skinned, I just have to carry on what I do. But for how long? I thought things will turn out differently, but I guess, time will tell. The wound will never heal. Instead, a scar will be in its place to remind me in the future.

From seconds to minutes to hours to days. And then months. The thought of it makes me scared. If I were to state my short-comings, it would definitely be day dreaming. The imagination can be so fertile, it sometimes scares me.

Have you ever had deja vu ? You were in a situation where you suddenly felt that you were in it but couldn't exactly remember how you know. Like a dream, it felt that I had this premonition some how, some where. It feels that something bad is often coming after you.

But, the best part in day dreaming is that sometimes it can be a comfort. Dreaming about things you don't have. And the best part, it doesn't cost a dime =P

So right now, I wish for a comfy and smiling dream. Sweet dreams everyone =DD

CNY

The past two days happened so quickly, I thought this year just felt different. Chinese New Year had a special meaning - a gathering not only to celebrate the start of the new lunar calendar but also a celebration of gathering with your closed ones. It seem that I made the wrong choice of choosing to work yesterday. It was money that I thought, but went I was a work, it just seem that financial benefits simply lose out to close ties. Oh well, it's a mistake I will never make.

Anyway, this are pictures when I was bored at work. Hope it's okay to post them.



Got back from my maternal uncle's place a few hours ago. I felt that the cousins there are closer than my paternal ones. Oh well, the family is big. Even for lou hei, we had to have 2 big places of it.

My relatives

The pictures of my cousins

I guess, deep down inside, I stand by what I say - "nothing beats family"