The weekly travel trip (Week 3, Day 1)

Today is Wednesday. 24 hours before the usual Thursday mounting. About 190 hours more till our dismount. The thought itself is kinda scary but hey, I have one freaking week's worth of off; that is 7 whole days! And, I brought enough 'picnic' and entertainment to last me throughout the next 190 hours.

REWIND!

Just so you know, currently, my life is in a rut. A knowledge-deficit rut. I have mounted duty twice. This 'work' week is my third. I DISLIKE being stuck in ... ehh wait, I am not allowed to indulge others in such information.

Anyway, in a nutshell, my work week is Thursday to Thursday; if you count by days, is 8 days, if you count by hours, full 7 days.

Recently, actually about 3 months ago, I joined something random. Didn't believe I was chosen for the finals. Now, due to the physically and mentally demanding nature of my 'work', I kinda regretted and tried once to back out. Did I mention that the schedule for that 'contest' was delayed partly due to me? Guilty!

I just want to get my life back in order. Is it too much to ask?

BFFs

6 years. SIX long years has gone. My BFFs, I miss you dearly. Especially you H. We've known each other earlier. Plus, now you are in Canada. I tried finding good pictures of the 3 of us but I could only find two, and they are both so dated. Once you are back on the sunny island, we are going out!

I tried finding pictures of either H or K with me ...

Recently at the National Museum of Singapore

We need to take new PICTURES!!! Come back soon H! :)

Social ranks.

It has been exactly 5 months (i.e. 11/09/09 - 10/10/09 - 09/11/09 - 08/12/09 - 07/01/10 - 06/02/10) since I have enlisted.

A new place, new people, new rules. Great. Just what I needed.

My life is disappearing a little at a time. Is this the new beginning? Did everyone go through this phase?

Stop the facades and just be myself. Can I? The masks I wear has been ingrained so deep, I can't peel it off.

Pain. Physical, spiritual or emotional. It seems unavoidable. Perhaps pain really is weakness leaving the body ... or is it?

19 more months to go. Pray I don't loose my sanity.

Penny for what i'm about to say

A little something to think about:


And it starts from the top again and becomes a vicious cycle. So let us speak when we are not happy. I shall be the first to share my thoughts:


FUCK OFF,

BITCH! =)




*Please do NOT try this at home!

Lucky Lot (in Japanese)

So, out of mere curiousity (as a tourist), I slot a ¥100 coin and out came this (refer to the picture below) :


I think it is a lucky lot but I have no idea what my fortune is. 助けてください (tasukete kudasai)