Mr Happy!

According to my friends, my last few posts seem very 'emo'. Really? Perhaps they were mistaken for the solemn tone which I use. I have to agree that sad memories were brought up, but I am definitely over them. For now, I am Mr. Happy! =)

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P.S. nothing beats MAHJONG =DDD
P.S.S. I got a tummy ache and mahjong CURED it! =p




It's 3+ am and as I type this post, I realised how few friends I have.
To Genie: Cheer up for tml would be a better day. Rmb to go church ar! =XXX

Buy 1 get 1 FREE!

Buy 1 get 1 FREE! At no extra cost!
Business-minded people never make money-losing businesses so how true is this quote then? Somehow, the cost is absorbed right?

Was suppose to concentrate on my proposal but...it seems almost impossible to drag me out of my daydreams. At the moment, just thinking about "Buy 1 get 1 FREE!".

The song for today:


Lyrics:

徘了徊了走了　錯了哭了痛了
累了倦了睏了　煩了亂了冷了　都是真的
瘋的想的念的　不安的焦慮的
複雜的夢過的　擁有的失去的　怎麼忘呢
你坐過的沙發寬了 你愛的音樂停了 我等著你等成了擺設

我的你的他的　好的壞的難的
灰的藍的黃的　酸的甜的苦的　都還記得
非常想要忘的　絕對不能忘的
我心要還你了　真的不行要了　只得放了
環島的火車載著我第幾天了　忽然發現這一刻我不想你了

我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻　不准問值不值得
我的快樂　會回來的　離開不是誰給了誰的選擇


我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻　不准問值不值得
我的快樂　會回來的　離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻　不准問值不值得
我的快樂　會回來的　離開不是你給了我的選擇

瘋的想的念的　不安的焦慮的
複雜的夢過的　擁有的失去的　怎麼忘呢
非常想要忘的　絕對不能忘的
我心要還你了　真的不行要了　只得放了
放了...　忘了...

As the song rang in my ears, a sort of power went into my veins. Understanding the present has never been easy. Understanding the past was suppose to be easier but now...
Sometimes, it is just better to pretend and ignore. As the saying goes "ignorance is bliss" and perhaps, it truly is. However, how can I choose to erase what was known to me? Be in denial? Facing the truth seems to be easier said than done. After all, I did all I could but the results seem to be the same.
Me, judgmental? I agree. I am too critical of myself which made me who I am today. If I did not judge myself, I would be the same me 5 years ago.
In the end, I never solved anything, just rant and rant and rant. Life is such as we rant and criticize BUT never find solutions. Just as I am doing now. Rantings.
For now, my solution would be to ignore and keep ignoring till I have filled my endless capacity to ignore. Contradicting? True enough, I will always be. Period.

Le Viet!

Japanese, Korean...whats new? Vietnamese! The place is just beside KFC at Siglap. Le Viet. The name of the place. Really classy restaurant. And the food is not too expensive and no GST charge! haha.

*smiles*

LURRRVE the coffee. NON-FREEZE DRIED!

condiments? I think so

MY COFFEE!

'ter beef noodle

Fried spring roll

yang chow fried rice no garnish.

yang chow fried rice with garnish STOLEN from the spring roll =X

A bit ridiculous to be eating yang chow fried rice in a VIET restaurant since it is a oriental dish. And due to me trying to be a smarten, I asked for it to be fried in sambal. It was REALLY FIREY. But that aside, it was not bad. Should have order something more viet style. But overall, it was quite a ASIAN surprise! Till next time =)

43th National Day!

GENIE! Thanks so much for last night! REALLY REALLY had fun =)
For so long, I haven't drank so much but really happy to get to know your friends. If only got pictures...(but all so TAK-glam la) Anyway, have fun yea and see ya soon!







I realised that I really like drinking. And with alcohol comes consequences. This miraculous water really placed me on cloud 9 but when its effects were wearing off, I felt like total crap. With more unintended info, I am a mess. I wish I hadn't probe further. Anyway, not that anything would occur. I shall stop thinking. Period. Shall try some spiritual healing with "incense".

...

I thought I could handle it. Obviously I am not emotionally strong enough. It is a losing battle against time. No amount of thinking can ever change what was written. Less than a year...
My 19th year...



I AM GOING ON A DIET+EXERCISE !!! *hmmmmph!*




Daph, care to join me?