thinking...

When you feel your world is crashing, STOP, for you are not alone. =)

Monday Kiz - Bye Bye Bye (thanks kim leng <3)


AZU feat. SEAMO - Jikan yo Tomare


Riyu Kosaka - Danzai no Hana Guilty Sky








Our brain - the organ with important functions. Or so I thought. People argue that without the heart, a body dies and the brain can't do anything about it. It is how we view and value life that makes which ever organ important. Back to the brain, it is important and healthy to think...or so I thought. When we dive into thoughts and scenarios we shouldn't be thinking, how can that be good thinking? lol

It has been months since weird feelings penetrated (okay, wrong word) or rather enclose in me. Lost, confused, blank. These are the 3 words I could think of to describe my feelings and reaction. My mind went into absolute blank; perhaps this is what most teens call 'stoning'

As I walked on the empty streets an hour before midnight, it felt as if I forgot my own existence. As though I needed some reassurance that I actually existed. Out of a sudden, I stopped walking. There I was, under the street lamp. Cliche huh? But that cliche won't work in the land where you have street lamps every few metres.

And the raining is not helping. I love the rain. I really do. Cold, wet and windy. Perfect excuse to wear something thicker than usual. Besides that, it has really got into me. Not rheumatism, just that feeling of...I am not even sure what it is.



P.S. I hope as humans, we should judge people less. I am guilty of judging but I try to judge less and it would be a personal comment and not to be publicize just because we think (great emphasis on 'think') that particular person is 'wrong' (emphasis on ' ')