Buy 1 get 1 FREE!

Buy 1 get 1 FREE! At no extra cost!
Business-minded people never make money-losing businesses so how true is this quote then? Somehow, the cost is absorbed right?

Was suppose to concentrate on my proposal but...it seems almost impossible to drag me out of my daydreams. At the moment, just thinking about "Buy 1 get 1 FREE!".

The song for today:


Lyrics:

徘了徊了走了　錯了哭了痛了
累了倦了睏了　煩了亂了冷了　都是真的
瘋的想的念的　不安的焦慮的
複雜的夢過的　擁有的失去的　怎麼忘呢
你坐過的沙發寬了 你愛的音樂停了 我等著你等成了擺設

我的你的他的　好的壞的難的
灰的藍的黃的　酸的甜的苦的　都還記得
非常想要忘的　絕對不能忘的
我心要還你了　真的不行要了　只得放了
環島的火車載著我第幾天了　忽然發現這一刻我不想你了

我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻　不准問值不值得
我的快樂　會回來的　離開不是誰給了誰的選擇


我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻　不准問值不值得
我的快樂　會回來的　離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻　不准問值不值得
我的快樂　會回來的　離開不是你給了我的選擇

瘋的想的念的　不安的焦慮的
複雜的夢過的　擁有的失去的　怎麼忘呢
非常想要忘的　絕對不能忘的
我心要還你了　真的不行要了　只得放了
放了...　忘了...

As the song rang in my ears, a sort of power went into my veins. Understanding the present has never been easy. Understanding the past was suppose to be easier but now...
Sometimes, it is just better to pretend and ignore. As the saying goes "ignorance is bliss" and perhaps, it truly is. However, how can I choose to erase what was known to me? Be in denial? Facing the truth seems to be easier said than done. After all, I did all I could but the results seem to be the same.
Me, judgmental? I agree. I am too critical of myself which made me who I am today. If I did not judge myself, I would be the same me 5 years ago.
In the end, I never solved anything, just rant and rant and rant. Life is such as we rant and criticize BUT never find solutions. Just as I am doing now. Rantings.
For now, my solution would be to ignore and keep ignoring till I have filled my endless capacity to ignore. Contradicting? True enough, I will always be. Period.