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Hey peeps, what I have been writing recently is just words. Thanks for your concern and care however, I am really okay.

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Today is a Saturday. Have no idea what I will be writing. Actually, my life have been rather mundane and un-exciting. So opposite of what I am in school. heh. Nothing much happened. Stayed late up late last night to read someone's blog. After reading it, it caused much processes in my head. I felt I should still clink on to that tiny spark of hope. Maybe, just maybe it might happen.

overall, it was an interesting blog. Perhaps it was fate that led me there. Perhaps I have just have to learn to embrace reality or perhaps I should just stop, think and move on with a new beginning.

changes. To say is always easy, but to actually attempt to do it, it is rather difficult. I use to like change. But now, as the years come and go, I think I rather stick on to the old. One example is I actually found myself rather oriental as compared to others. My thinking can be quite old-fashioned at times. A bad thing? Or a good thing? I don't know. Perhaps I just like it this way.

however, contradictions and ironies have flourished throughout my life. Just what is it like to be this without that. Thought ideas run through my head at the speed of light.

I think had written enough on life. This is just so stupid. With so many facades and illusions, how do I know the real you?

in short this is how we live our lives - We live, we like it, we love it, we get old, we die. End of story.

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okay. Winston is back again. My dad brought his colleague from aussie. But he is Chinese. Woo. He is canto. My dad can speak quite good canto. Sounds so canto-ish just now. Really love it. heh. I don't know how to explain this but this phenomenon is just amazing. Have you smelt Caucasians or eurasians? They have this particular smell like the beach smell. Is just lovely. When my dad's colleague was here, he just had this distinctive smell. Is quite fantastic actually. The only smell I get is BO. lol. No la, I don't have BO. If u don't believe you can smell me. heh. Anyway, I had ham sandwich for dinner and now I am having slices of the most awesome guava I ever had. Unlike most guavas, this is soft on one part and a little hard on the other. it is quite ripe actually. The soft part is what I like most. As you bite it, the taste escapes the flesh and swirls in the mouth. The texture is just right. So is the taste with a tiny tiny tinge of fruit alcohol sweetness that occurs naturally in fruits. Scrumptious. Another fruit that I like will be those big brown pears. From Taiwan I think. My mom left it in the fridge like 2 weeks, then when she cut then, the fruity alcoholic taste was quite distinctive. Loves it. I just bought 2 today, hoping for a miracle. I need to glue my arse down and study for SFP Lab test. Will be back soon. Wait a second, I need to add on something. heh. I had my favourite siew mai that I have been dying to have all week. it cost like 50 cents but it is totally worth it. The meat they used it pork, so sorry Muslims. I have no idea what ingredients they added in but if I get the recipe...

when I had the first bite, the skin was just right. Not too thick or thin. The meat was a little chewy and really tender. The porky taste swirled and lasted in my mouth. The fragrance of the siew mai was oh so fabulously heavenly. After I finished my first siew mai, I ate the second one. I literally had to stop myself from opening my big mouth and gobbling eat. I savoured the siew mai as slowly as I could. Alas, I didn't succeed. heh. I gave the third one to my brother. See, I am so nice. heh. Anyway, I really have to go study. Ciao people!