Falling

I have fallen from the point of no return. This feeling that once over-whelms me is back again. The coldness in the heart. The smile that was wiped off my face. Tears begin to gush out. The world seem to fall onto me. Everything is a blur. Is it really my fault. But why? Back then I used to feel like this till I said to myself don't care. It really starts affecting me again.
I don't if I can continue this facade in this charade. It has to stop. Besides, I don't have the will power to continue on.

The night is young, the day is old,
Let the light lead the way foretold.
Thou will not fight nor be over-throw,
Till the day I'm able to gain control.
In this time and space as I chant my prayer,
Allowing you to seek my betrayer.
I have no yearns nor desires to fulfill.
The only wish is that you hear my will.
Come to me as I summon thee,
Destroy my soul so mote it be!

Blessed be!