Enough with the cliches. Just plain 'ol Winston =).

Saturday, February 06, 2010

Social ranks.

It has been exactly 5 months (i.e. 11/09/09 - 10/10/09 - 09/11/09 - 08/12/09 - 07/01/10 - 06/02/10) since I have enlisted.

A new place, new people, new rules. Great. Just what I needed.

My life is disappearing a little at a time. Is this the new beginning? Did everyone go through this phase?

Stop the facades and just be myself. Can I? The masks I wear has been ingrained so deep, I can't peel it off.

Pain. Physical, spiritual or emotional. It seems unavoidable. Perhaps pain really is weakness leaving the body ... or is it?

19 more months to go. Pray I don't loose my sanity.

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