is it really that hard?

Let's play pretend =D A game I am sure we all used to enjoy when we were kids. Apparently, some of us still play this game. Not for amusement or entertainment, but it is simply hard...

It is hard to continue. It is really hard to do the things I do. But, being thick-skinned, I just have to carry on what I do. But for how long? I thought things will turn out differently, but I guess, time will tell. The wound will never heal. Instead, a scar will be in its place to remind me in the future.

From seconds to minutes to hours to days. And then months. The thought of it makes me scared. If I were to state my short-comings, it would definitely be day dreaming. The imagination can be so fertile, it sometimes scares me.

Have you ever had deja vu ? You were in a situation where you suddenly felt that you were in it but couldn't exactly remember how you know. Like a dream, it felt that I had this premonition some how, some where. It feels that something bad is often coming after you.

But, the best part in day dreaming is that sometimes it can be a comfort. Dreaming about things you don't have. And the best part, it doesn't cost a dime =P

So right now, I wish for a comfy and smiling dream. Sweet dreams everyone =DD

CNY

The past two days happened so quickly, I thought this year just felt different. Chinese New Year had a special meaning - a gathering not only to celebrate the start of the new lunar calendar but also a celebration of gathering with your closed ones. It seem that I made the wrong choice of choosing to work yesterday. It was money that I thought, but went I was a work, it just seem that financial benefits simply lose out to close ties. Oh well, it's a mistake I will never make.

Anyway, this are pictures when I was bored at work. Hope it's okay to post them.



Got back from my maternal uncle's place a few hours ago. I felt that the cousins there are closer than my paternal ones. Oh well, the family is big. Even for lou hei, we had to have 2 big places of it.

My relatives

The pictures of my cousins

I guess, deep down inside, I stand by what I say - "nothing beats family"

New Year's Eve

OMG! Went back to BDS. Nothing much to say. So entered the school. Oh my, the good old days. Look at what became of me now. HAHAA!

Kim and Amelia watching the performance with great enthusiasm. HAHA.

Yitian and I posing away to take photos with the cute nonsense pictures. HAHAA

So after that, went to town where 'ter did last min shopping. Received a sms from Paige. OMG la! Seem to be seeing her (she seeing me la. LOL) everywhere. LOL. Anyway, so after shopping was my reunion dinner. Cousin Cherie was in town (from Aust.) missed the good old days. But today was much better than the past few years. I shall not think about the past but the present =D. Here are the fabulous pictures.

Me and Cherie =D

Though I would be working tml (yes I am working. sad huh?), I hope to spend more time with family. Cheers all and have a Happy Chinese New Year =DDD

Gabriel's 21st B'day

This is a late post. HAHA. Cousin Gabriel celebrated his 21st Birthday at Ah Yat Restaurant. No pictures of food. Kinda forgot. LOL. Only took the cake his mom made. Cheesecake with brownie based and fudge on the top. Yummy but 1 slice is just nice for everyone. Too rich la. So here are the pictures of me and my cousins. You know, I think I would be closer to all my cousins. Hopefully. Seeing them soon. On Friday. OMG, can't wait. Cheers peeps =D

Birthday Boy in brown on the right =D *stay happy*

Miss Australia (Amanda) and Miss Hong Kong (Jing Jing)

This is such a late post. Anyway, shall continue. So Miss Australia was in town, and trying to fit everything into my tight schedule, decided that we soooo needed to meet up. Friends come and go but some friends are worth keeping. Anyway, met up with Amanda and Jing Jing who also happens to be Miss Hong Kong. Did you know the prowess of this FAB duo can melt any guys heart. =X. Anyway, so we met at Siglap. Was suppose to grab a bite at Cheesecake Cafe but I forgot it was closed on Monday. Oh well...Anyway, those two wanted to have early dinner so we went to Xin Wang Hong Kong Cha Chan Tang. OMG! Jing's cantonese was so FABULOUS that I nearly died. LOL. And Amanda's english was filled with bits of aussie-ness that I thought we are having cross-cultural meal. We chatted lots on school, what we did and how our class has not had a gathering for so long. Well, with the coming CNY, I do hope the 4A peeps can go back to BDS so we can see each other =DD

Me, Ms HK and Ms Aust. =D

To the ever lovely Amanda, have fun in Australia. Though I forgot the date you were going back (my sorry excuse due to work) which I am dreadfully apologetic about, I am in full admiration of you and Billy. The legend of ALL couples. May you two be blessed. =DDD