Lost...

"Clothes? Bags? Shoes? Food? Anything! I need to get something. FAST!"

I know what you are thinking. That is a typical thought that runs through most girls' head.

"PR? Marketing? What? I need to make a decision but yet I have to make sure I don't regret."

Why am I always so conflicted. There is no sure way to weight the pros and cons for both courses. I need guidance. PRONTO!

Too many thoughts. Too little resources. Sitting here at around 11.30am on a beautiful Saturday morning. By the sea. I am truly appreciative of the fact I was posted 'here'. What's there not to like?

Every day, I feel lost. Is it because I will be out of 'job' in a few months? Unsure of what I want to do with my life? Trying to imitate the adults in my life? Maybe all of the above.

*sighs* All the ramblings are stuck in my head.



Soaking in the warmth and the picturesque scenery, I can't help but 'wander' around my vivid imagination of the possibilities that are readily present in my life. One can't help but admire the god-like power of some who seems to 'own' the world.

Rich in every sense of the word, the ever cliched question pops; Are they happy?

From my current position, it is quite obvious my answer is negative. I shan't try to decipher the 'meaning' of life but will continue to be 'enlighten' by my surroundings.